I feel battered down, broken, torn beyond repair. Ripped apart, stepped on, left without care. Abandoned, forgotten, erased never there. I guess I wasn't good enough, I didn't do everything right. I tried my hardest DAMN IT, that should count for something right??? These tears will soon dry, and my heart start to mend i will never forget you i vow, for you've helped make me who i am!

I HATE you. I hate you for what you've done to me and how you made me feel. I hate they way you broke my heart to never fully heal. I hate that it was so easy for you to walk away. I hate the way i want you in every single way. I hate that you act like we never happened at all. I hate that this doesn't seem to affect you, no not at all. I hate that i'm always thinking about you, even when i'm not trying. I hate when I think what could of been, and then I start crying. I hate that I can't hate you, no matter how I feel. Despite all that you've done to me, my love for you is real.Everything happens for a reason, i try to tell myself. It obviously wasn't meant to be, but that doesn't really help. It doesn't make me stop missing you or feeling so lonely inside. Or feeling that it's all my fault, even though I really tried. Forever I will love you, that will never change. But now i have to walk alone and will never be the same.